I'm such a failure
I'm now 20
But I haven gone into a serious relationship before
God bless me to meet a really good guy who loves me in 2013
='(

我讨厌你

我本来已经心如止水

是你又让我的心蠢蠢欲动

seriously
i dislike to see
when people asking me did i have a boyfren
the expression on their face when i say no
its not i dunwan to have one
its just i haven met the right one

还记得小时候
只要一颗糖果
或去一次游乐场
就会觉得好满足
可是当我们越长越大
就越来越不容易满足
或许是拥有的越多
想得到的就越多吧

无端端的梦见你
这算什么啊

渐渐地 我再也不去关注你的fb
渐渐地 我脑海再也没出现你的身影
渐渐地 我忘记了你

有些人
就是不简单

最近真的太多烦心的事
也不小心伤害了 得罪了几个朋友
真的很对不起他们
希望我们的友谊够坚固
能够经得起这次的考验
我会努力调整自己的心态
不会再乱发脾气了
在这里对你们说声对不起~~~~

有时对人不要太好
因为他不见得会记住

喜欢我的都是好人

不喜欢我的都是坏人

讨厌我的都不是人

这几句太赞啦!!!!

if u hate me, go on
i cant change ur view on me
i m who i m
i dun k

we dun hv to please someone that dislike us
and we dun hv to please ourselves to like someone we dislike

白雪公主等着王子来亲她啦~~~

哈哈哈哈~

看来我们真的没有缘分

LOL

我上线
只为等着你上线

i thought i dun care bout u anymore
but in fact
i do

原来你这么花心...=.=

Come to me before I left

最近我们真有缘 @.@

a smile from you make my day =)

我只能怨这个世界对我不公平

你还没喜欢我
我就爱上你了

what an unlucky day!!!
i lost my phone...
it is my 1st phone le...T___T
i lost it juz like lost my boyfren...=(

原来一切是我自作多情
我发誓再也不要被你影响心情

如果你喜欢我
你就会主动来找我

its better to be friends

喜欢上一个人
心情就好像坐云霄飞车
时而高涨时而低落
我讨厌这种感觉
:'(

看清了不可能
祝你幸福    =)

跟housemate去SEOUL GARDEN吃烤肉

撑死我们拉

 

心动停止了
感觉也淡了
原来我可以随意控制我的感情
也许过去的伤害造就了现在的我
想要爱情
却拒绝爱情

因为太勇敢追求爱情
所以遍体鳞伤
因为害怕再受到伤害
所以开始懦弱

我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去

不行!!!

不能再心动!!!

不可以再心动!!!

我不想再被伤害了....

我想
我不适合爱人
也没资格被人爱

翻看着以前跟你们一起的照片
回忆过去
却回不了过去

你就像毒药
慢慢侵蚀我的心

不管怎样
我就是瘦不下来   :'(
我注定一生都要当一个肥婆  ='(

当感情淡了  累了
你的身影渐渐模糊的时候

就是我忘了你的时候

你知道我为什么不会爱你吗？
因为拥有  就是失去的开始
如果不曾拥有
就不会失去

--------- 摘自《我可能不会爱你》

just cut a new hairstyle and got my hair straighten
i think my previous hairstyle is nicer =.=

看了《我可能不会爱你》的MV后
觉得这部偶像剧还不错看的感觉
今天就开来看了
没想到这部戏远超出我的预期
以前觉得偶像剧没什么内涵
可是《我可能不会爱你》却不是那样
吸引我继续追下去
我开始对台湾偶像剧有些许改观了
情节结构还不错 也不会拖拖拉拉
算是一个值得一看的戏剧
由林依晨和陈柏霖主演

在这里还要特别介绍一个里面的人物

他叫许豪恩

演技不错 长得很帅

我想后面的才是重点吧    哈哈哈

看见她的留言
好像看到以前的我
不知为什么
感觉有点嫉妒

遇见你  是我的幸运
爱上你  是我的不幸  还是你的不幸?
我想你的不幸可能多一点吧
哈哈

我知道
我配不上你
但是
我还是想
偷偷喜欢你

We're engaged ♥

Time crept so quickly that we know each other for 1 year already
We had nothing but sweetness between us
Although we did not spend every moment with each other
Time did not drift us apart
I can still recall the birthday i celebrate with you (though not alone ><)

and the outings

I am so lucky to have you in my life
Thanks dear =)
And now we're engaged. ♥ 
I will promise to love you forever.

P/S: Don't think I am a lesbian. We are best friend. =P

你上线了   我欣喜
你下线了   我失落
我的心情总是因你而起伏
但是  你却不知道

这是我在搜索时无意中看到的正咩~

比起那些妆浓到根本看不出是人是鬼的 "正妹"

我还是喜欢这种自然系美女多一点

她的资料不多

只知道她叫象迷娘

在台湾的平镇高中就读

她实在太正啦！

哈哈

Troubling with hostel now..
Can't find any rooms around SEGI Kota Damansara!
I had to say that the supply of the rooms there is greatly lower than the demand..
And the room rate is so high..
Got to say it is harder and harder to live in Kuala Lumpur now..
Perhaps I had to live under the bridge if I really can't find a room to live..
Except that there is no bridge either for me to live at there also..
sigh~I sincerely hope that SEGI can improve this problem in the future..

watched latest runningman just now
park tae hwan and son yeon jae as special guest
this episode is so nice
with 2 olympic medalist 
and I have to say park tae hwan is so handsome 
son yeon jae is pretty
that they can both become artist
haha

park tae hwan THE MARINE BOY

son yeon jae THE GYMNASTIC GIRL

PS: For those who want to watch latest runningman, there is a website that I can recommend everyone.

< http://kpop-cs.blogspot.com/ > 

总在不经意间
你闯入我的梦境
当我带着期盼入睡
你却消失了

告诉我
要我怎么做
才能走进你心里

想起你说过的一切

那些只不过是谎言

我只能等待

等待一个能让我忘记你的人

I don't know
and I can't 
stop myself from loving you

我们来做一个约定好吗？
四年后
如果我们都是单身
我们就来恋爱吧
这段时间
我会努力
做一个 配得上你的女人

世界上最遥远的距离

是我还爱着你

可是你却不知道

yong dae 加油！！！

刚刚看了男双半决赛
古建杰陈文宏V风云组合
已经预料到古陈组合胜算不大
接下来的daesung组合V丹麦组合
本想daesung是赢定了
哪知在第一局丹麦就给了daesung组合威胁
虽然第一局勉强获胜了
但是在成的体力渐渐不支
仅靠yongdae勉强拉近比分
在丹麦第二局获胜后
丹麦乘着这股气势
以22-20赢得决赛资格
daesung则在明天铜牌战迎战古陈

daesung : denmark

第一局 : 21-17

第二局 : 18-21

第三局 : 20-22

daesung组合在最后一球判断失误输了后 难掩失落

他们的铩羽也让许多支持者心碎

风云组合明天将迎战丹麦

I really don't know how to express my disappointment on you now...

who wants to hire me?
i want to work...T.T
i got a lot of things to buy...haiz~

回到麻坡了

这次要在家当两个月的米虫

希望能快点找到工作

不然每天在家要发霉拉~

lonely makes me feel like wan to eat...

i m feeling so bad now
but nobody around me
that can make me feel better
i feel lonely

今天去素食馆吃晚餐
碰巧遇到了上次帮公公超渡的和尚
那时还觉得奇怪
怎么觉得他们那么眼熟
吃完晚餐要结帐时
才知道他们已经帮我们付账了
实在很不好意思
居然让和尚请吃~~~><

since i become a fan of one piece
when i saw things about one piece
i will feel hand itchy to buy it
when i saw a website called group me selling one piece pendrive
i had been trying hard to resist the temptation to buy it
but i think i m fighting a losing battle
so here i come
one piece pendrive

group me one piece pendrive :
http://www.groupme.my/deal/LIM%20HORNG%20CHYUAN/One-Piece-8G-Pendrive/?utm_source=GroupmeNewsletter12jun2012&utm_medium=Email&utm_term=One-Piece-8G-Pendrive&utm_campaign=GroupmeNewsletter12jun2012

今天回到了ucsi这里
坐在巴士上看着熟悉的风景
突然觉得以前在ucsi的日子越来越遥远
好像是很久很久以前发生的事
第一个遇到的朋友是ten
她那时是要回家乡
还好我们见到面了
不然不知还要等到几时才能再见到她
也许是因为在新学校的不如意
让我特别想念我在ucsi的日子
和dabian朋友混在一起
今天见到了他们
才发觉我是那么的想念他们
希望以后还能常回来跟他们见面

mang,me,vivian

me,vivian

beng,kent,may,mang,me,vivian

i can do it =)

last sunday i came to new skul for orientation
a lot of unhappy things happened
makes me lose confidence to study well in this skul
but i will fight on!!!
nothing is perfect in this world
the only thing tat can change is my mind
i will try to get use to this new skul and make a lot of new frens
i can do it =)

今天去诊所拿了身体检查报告

一切正常

只是出乎意料的我的身体偏碱性

因为我不吃菜只吃肉

之前检查身体都是偏酸性的

可能因为最近在家都吃素

所以pH被调过来了

不知道是好是坏

不过还好没什么大问题

真是谢天谢地

哈哈~

我也是one piece迷~~~

以前就常听朋友提one piece是如何如何的好看
但是想到有这么多集
也懒惰追了
可是自从前几个星期从大姐
也就是我的前housemate拿了one piece剧集后 (大姐也是海贼迷~)
我也开始了追one piece的生涯
one piece真的不负盛名
超好看的!!!
主角luffy是有正义感，超有义气和毅力的海贼
下定决心要成为海贼王
他的伙伴zoro, 娜美, 骗人布和乔巴也各有要追寻的目标
他们一起进入了grand line 完成他们的理想
海贼spirit ---- 信念!!!

最近假期没事做
一直在家看dream high 2
说实在我真的很喜欢珍云在戏里的造型
远看有点像郑容和 超帅滴 ♥
从一开始我就支持珍云跟素拉在一起
JB 虽然很帅 但是我还是觉得他比较配jiyeon

素拉比起jiyeon 逊色很多

因为jiyeon 实在太漂亮了 ♥ ♥ ♥

而且在戏里素拉还让珍云那么伤心　T___T

i cut a new hairstyle 2day..
i tot i will look like this..

actually i look like this...><

I am fat T.T

lately i had been eating alot
as my weighing machine is not by my side
i m not aware of my increasing weight
until i back muar 2day
i go and weigh my weight
i m shock DDDDD:
i fat alot!!!
i can be categorised as obesity ady!!!! ><llll
i swear i wanna start diet from now onwards b4 i become a reli reli fat girl like her...

raining heavily now
the weather had been reli hot recently
i guess all of us are glad to see the rain drops
but i wash my clothes 2day D:
thinking tat today will be a sunny day too
hope tat my clothes will be dry 2day ><

2day went shopping with my housemates huishan & wanting~
leg very sore
but i bought 2 pairs of shoes, 2 pairs of pants and 1 bag
i used rm190 in one day ><
but i think those things are quite a bargain
so syok shopping ^^

今天去烫了头发
可是我的头发剪得好难看哦 T.T

今天去msu interview 的时候
认识了两个新朋友^^
她们也是来读Pharmacy 的
我很快就跟其中一个交谈了很久
也交换了电话号码
我想我在msu应该不会没有朋友吧 =)
我未来的4年应该都会在那度过了
祝我好运吧

tmr go MSU interview liao
wish me good luck ><

goodbye mama~

2day my mum went back to Muar..
i stayed at KL for thursday interview in MSU..
i packed all my things into the car to bring back to Muar...
left only some clothes..
after some days, i had to leave UCSI...which i spent 1 yr to study..
feel a little bit not willing to leave here..
but i still have to leave..
leave UCSI..
leave my frens..
leave my housemates..
i hope tat i will grow up more after i went to the new school...
i will come back to find u all if got chance..
goodbye...=)

2day had been a bad day..
i go MSU to ask for pharmacy course..
although there is abit rural, i still like the place..
unlike MAHSA, the campus turn out to be old office block..
which serve no good place for study..
MSU campus is very very big and new..
it is huge too..
but all the students are malays and indians..
chinese is very rare to be seen..
walking whole day makes my legs sore..
but finally my confusion come to an end..
this make it worth..

this is the photo taken in MSU...

this is only a small part of MSU...

coz my camera cant take the whole university..=P

talking to the moon

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNEg-i0f1pc

talking to the moon covered by Jason Chen x Nine Diamond
his voice is just marvellous!

 

i once again in kl now..hehehe

with my mum looking for colleges around KL..

so happy to c my housemates again..

but a few days later i m going back muar..

goodbye KL..

My holiday life

 After my foundation, my holiday started..

but as intake date is different..

most of my fren had started their class..

i spent my holiday at hometown..

i can eat homecook food everyday..

so hang fok~~~xD

i watch drama at home everyday =D

u all dun say i oso noe i look like a pig ._.

but i still think tat my busy study life is better..

i hope tat i faster start my degree life...^^

so taylor...u muz accept me ya~~

even if i did not accepted by ucsi..

i still can go to another college...

this is how i console myself...

while i still facing my frens with a happy smile...

my heart is crying silently...

why i never did anything correctly...

why i did not strive for what i want...

i can only blame myself...

今天是公公过世的第四十九天
爸爸请了和尚和尼姑来帮忙诵经
看着他们衣着简单 就一副素色衣袍
不禁在想 他们的生活到底是怎样的
在古代 出家人的生活是清苦的
虽然现在时代已经进步许多
但是他们的生活 也就环绕在吃斋念佛
对我而言 是极其枯燥乏味的
但是他们却日复一日 一直重复着他们的生活方式
也从不抱怨 令我对他们感到十分好奇
有几个和尚十分年轻 大概才二十出头
这个年纪最爱到处吃喝玩乐
但是他们却归于佛法 甘愿舍弃那些诱惑
我想到这里 非常的佩服他们
希望他们能继续坚持
以尽快进入西方极乐世界 ^^

My name is Janine. 

As I always known sampat among my frens, I named this blog as Sampat Girl's Diary~=D

This is my first post. I still duno wat to write.

So I juz intro myself abit.

I come from Johor. 

My greatest wish is to study pharmacy in degree.

I like to read books, watch movies, and listening music.

My favourite drink is coffee and skyjuice.

I like to eat food. In fact, I live to eat.

So you can guess how round I am. =P

I know I got no hope to become slim while eat is my life. Haha~but I dun regret~

Erm...I dunno how to continue..

So I juz stop here...haha~